December 2009
I was recently informed that my stepmom is trying...
This breaks my heart in a thousand different ways. He doesn’t even want to be there.
This year isn't ending at all the way I thought it...
party on party hard
Party in the Hammock tonight. In case you don’t know what that is, imagine the neighborhood in the O.C. Thats it. Guards at the gates and everything.
here is the deal
amberfaz:
brea.. you will forever be the nanny of the century but we need toni back here.
if i bribe toni with a sweet job, maybe she will realize what she left behind and move back home.
Oh Amber, Adriana is the only little girl I would ever babysit willingly.
fuck it.
I gave in.
I called you. I’m beyond frustrated now more then ever. The things you said and the things I said have been on repeat in my head for hours at a time since I hung up the phone. I don’t fucking know.
I just got signed to Cash Money records.
Betcha’ll niggas didn’t know I spit that hot fiyah.
Several things.
I went to the beach with Kady and my Aunt today while we waited for our tattoo appointment. Sean and Felipe met us there and after we all drove back to my house. After this my heart broke. Kady left and I’m crying a little bit while typing this. I feel a little pathetic but I don’t think I even care that much. We fluttered one last time around the front of my house and I gave her a...
Today is the day.
I’m sitting at my kitchen table right now. Kady is 3 feet away from me, we have soy milk, dinosaur chickens, and a nibbled on poptart between us. Its going to suck saying goodbye, and I’m 90% sure I won’t be able to. I’ve been with Kady since friday and we’re not even close to sick of each other. I don’t think it’s even possible. My heart might break a...
Tonight I almost called you
derelick:
My feelings were out on the table, everything I had to say was there. My fingers trembeled as I attempted to dial the numbers, somehow yours is the only contact that I can recall tonight. As I get closer and closer to smashing my thumbs into that final key, I realize that I know every cylable that I will spew to you. I will beg you to come back into my arms. I explain that i can not...
I'm waiting for Kady to come pick me up.
Ecstatic.
There are several things I could be studying for.
My permit, my ACT, my FCAT, that Biology exam I have when school starts back up…
Instead I’ll read my comic books all day.
New year.
It starts in 6 days. I’m getting a head start by erasing you. Time to move on, I’m done trying.
The Nightlife's new EP is up right now. Da whole...
Go scope that shit out.
“Lets get high before Disney.”
– Kady is my twinzie for a reason.
Santa was so good to me.
Paul Mitchell hair straightener
160 gb iPod Classic
Dream catchers
Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist
Kill Bill 1 & 2
2 sweet wolf shirts
Hide and Seek clothing
Obey clothing
Dime Piece clothing
Sweet wolf blanket
I fucking love life. Oh my god.
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Its hard to wake up feelin' like P Diddy in the...
I'm going to Daytona in a few hours.
I’m staying at my Grandma’s house for the night. We’re going out to dinner and then opening gifts tonight and then tomorrow night Kady is picking me up. No one really understands how excited for this I am. I could care less about Disney, or what we got each other for Christmas, or even our tattoo’s. I’m so excited to just see her. Sometimes being that far from...
I'm bumpin a playlist Kady would approve of.
keightydance:
sharrrkbate:
MILLIONAIRES, Ke$ha, Gaga, and a sprinkle of Beyonce. I woke up feelin’ like P Diddy this morning obvs.
I do approve. We’re having a gift exchange at my grandmother’s Christmas night and we get to exchange each others gifts then. I Can’t wait. And the first thing I said when I opened up my metallic Urban Outfitters shoes was, “Toni’s gonna be mad jeal. I can see...
And in other news:
I have a few things to say.
I’m the happiest I’ve been since I’ve been in this shit hole right now.
Tomorrow I get to open all my presents. Fuck. Yes.
If you tell me you’re going to do something, and don’t follow through with it, you obviously don’t care as much as you’ve said.
I suck at doin that Betty Crocker shit.
Kady and I will be reunited in 1...
Sorry I've neglected you Tumblr.
But don’t worry I scrolled back through 2 days worth of posts just so I didn’t miss a thing.
I’m kind of high, kind of disappointed, kind of happy, but mostly just high.
I hate this shit.
No matter what I fucking do someone is pissed at me.